Hurt - Christina Aguilera

Credits to Linda Nguyen for the blog title

New layout boy's and girl's ! Because I got bored of the old one.. This one's more based on things that I like/love and what makes up me I guess ! I was honestly contemplating for the past few days whether to start a whole new blog, or whether to delete all my posts, start again etc. Half of me wanted to, but the other half really didn't want to either because all the memories were placed on this blog, and I don't really want to just "chuck it away" along with the fact that I created it in 2007 because of Ben Mckenzie. Was getting me so confused and a bit agitated at my indecisiveness, but then Kevin helped me, and kindly suggested to just archive everything and keep the blog. At first I was kind of confused as to what he meant.. I think I know now? Or so I hope... Thank you :)

It's nearly post-hsc life. I have two more exams left, both Chinese exams, and needless to say, I'm quite excited to finish because then I can burn the papers that I won't ever need to see or use again!

For those who finish after the 6th, don't worry you won't be missing out on much :) Study smart !

It's really hot at the moment, and I seriously can't seem to study because it's so boring.. But I will study after dinner and maybe a bit of tvb. Some film called "Beyond the Realm of Conscience" is worth watching, trust me guys, don't be put off the long name.. I don't even know what it means myself, but it's a good film :) Alot of leng lui's and ONE leng jai!

Oh yeh, and um...

To Kevin Fung,
You're freaking great and HAPPY ONE MONTH for 2 days ago.
<3

I'll blog when I have time to, with photos and everything ! Take care guys, and for those in year 12 now, don't stress.

Friends Forever [Graduation] - Vitamin C

This is possibly my last blog.. Until the end of hsc guys. So I'm going to make it long.. So when I read back onto it, I'll think "what the hell, what a waste of time"..

The hsc is nearing boys + girls.. And I'm sure most of us need to "polish up" or "hardcore revise / learn things" I'm the 2nd one :) The one who needs to hardcore revise and learn things ==" Well.. When it's all over, I'll be glad.. and truth is, not everyone's going to get into uni [LOL yes I'm one of those people who won't so.. TAFE HERE I COME] but it doesn't matter, everything will fall into place somehow :)

Of course I should be studying .. Which I am tomorrow and.. For the rest of the week. State Library + Mitchel Library.. Be ready to be my new home :D ! I'm evidently procrastinating now / it is also too late to study [excuses..].. I know I should be using my time "wisely" but it's not working T__T"

Yesterday's blog was abit rushed and rapid, it was put into all point forms and had bits+pieces from Kevin.. <3

If I still remember this blog entry after the hsc, then I'll complete the following
- Change my blog layout
- Make a new blog, am I really ready to just "let go" of neverspeakagain? No idea ?
- Find out Katharine + Jiaqi's addresses, so I can rock up @ their homes with SUPER be-lated birthday presents.. That's fun :)
- Make cards for people who mean something to me.. :33

Looking back from this year, it's been abit crazy and hectic. I don't quite know how I pulled through, but evidently I did.. I met alot of new people, and each of them taught me something different.. And the people who already knew me continued to teach me more things.. :) Thanks

Mistakes were made this year, heaps of them, but in the end.. It brought me to where I am today and.. I guess even if I went back in time.. I would not change any bit of it because if I did, everything would be different.. I'm going to miss high school.. not for the school work.. For the people there.. <3

So much has changed.. and I know I have changed too =) I think I got bitchier [Caught it off May Pantad JOKEEES.. Dude I'm not joking..] ! And.. Yeah..

To the whole of Class of 09, GOODLUCK WITH THE HSC and whatever the future holds for you guys.
I LOVE YOU GUYS <3

Farewell to my beloved Randwick Girl's + Randwick Boy's.. I'm going to miss all the morning busrides with the girls, and my favourite muimui, Allen <3. I'm going to miss seeing my hubby Lukey after school <3 I'm going to miss spending free's + lunch times with the girls.. And most of all, I'm going to miss seeing them everyday [minus the weekends]

Thankyou guys for being there for me all the time, and I guess it's you guys who make me who I am today <3 Thankyou so much.. I have no idea what I'd be like without you guys. Without you, I AM NOTHING.. I wish I could write a paragraph about each one of you guys.. [I think you know who you are..] but seriously, it'd take too long.. And a paragraph is simply not enough to even explain to anyone about how special each and every one of you are to me.. >__>" T__T"

But.. I just want to give the biggest thankyou to my best friend, Linda Nguyen. Purely because she's probably the only person who knows me the most [from all my friends] and the 13 years we've had together is seriously a long long time.. We can have psychic coversations with just a mention from one word [Don't worry James.. You'll acquire that skill later on].. I love you Lindaa <3 though you probably already know that.

"As we go on.. we remember.. All the times we've had together.. And as our lives change.. from whatever.. We will still be.. FRIENDS FOREVER"


P.s this blog was made in 07 because I really liked Ben Mckenzie, for those who don't know him, he's one of the 07 Australian Idol top 12.. <3

SHIRLEY (L)

Whatcha say - Jason Derulo

:3 she kissed me again xD......

>__>" (: RGHS CLASS OF 09 FORMAL :D
- The formal was "okay" the food was crap, the music was crap [TEAMMATHS was that your f***ing dj from your party >__>" ..]
- The only highlight from the formal was seeing everyone dressed up ^^ and my date :D
- was major cranky because :S of my heels. = T__T" ! qi si wo le.
- but my date made everything better :D but she wouldnt let me carry her =[
- went to pancakes on the rocks after the formal :S Pyrmont Point Park after =DD and,........carpe diemed LOLOL
CHYEAH BOYYYY, he beat me to it >__>" T__T" ! ! !

Thankyou for being my date.. for driving me and my friends there and back.. =
for :D listening to me complain (: THANKYOU THANKYOU :D xoxoxoxoxo

<3 <3 <3

P.S KAVAN CLEARED THE PLATE FOR THE HORRIBLE TASTING CHICKEN OMG :D

Friday 02.10.2009
:3 Linda made me go to school today to clean up the locker :S !
- Library with Luke + May + Kavan + Chris >__>" NERRRDS.
- Luke May + me went on facebook right when we got the password to the internet. LUKE YOU ARE SO DISTRACTIVE that me and may had to move to some random seat to sit by ourselves to study >__>"
- Was talking to Kavan about school then this old guy told us to "hush" because he was playing fudging mafia wars on facebook.. the fffffffffffffuuuuuudgeeeeeee ?! :S >__>"

I'll do anything for youuu :3

SHIRLEY loves KEVIN. <3

Down - Jay sean

mei you MSN de di si tian..
And i'm feeling okay, i guess it doesnt really matter if I didn't have msn.

Quick updates
- Nearly the end of school
- Formal in less than a week
- Tables for the formal are all set [GO THE FORMAL COMMITTEE]
- I have all my formal gear YAYAY xoxo! :)

YAYAYAYAY oh yeh and i love you aleicia. :)

To those non-formal committee people who are unappreciative, I will put you on a table full of people you dislike/don't want to sit with, seriously. Suck it up and deal with it. We're doing the best we can and SERIOUSLY YOU CAN'T DO ANY MOTHERF%*$ING BETTER SO WHAT'S STUCK UP YOUR ARSE !?

Even if the sky is falling down..

SHIRLEY (L)

Today was my first HSC examination, I could've done better.. I know it, but what I did was what I did and I'm satisfied with finishing it :) The time flew by actually, it didn't feel like 10 minutes.. It felt more like 3 :S Don't know whether that's a good thing or a bad thing.

Followed the signs to the hall. There was this one sign that points up the stairs and I thought it was the hall. SO MISLEADING but I saw Natalia Rita and others at the REAL hall !

Saw Matthew at the hall and he was like "Is that creepy guy with the tie who sits like L in deathnote your boyfriend" 1. I do not have a boyfriend and 2. Why are you assuming he's MY boyfriend, there were so many other asians in the hall :( After my exam I saw Kevin waiting outside the hall <333 Omg thankyou for coming to visit me x) Wish I could larmlarm you forever :) !!!

Afterwards drove home, then drove back to Bankstown to go shopshopshops.. Walked around alot la-di-dah`d then finally..

I BOUGHT SHOES FOR MY FORMAL. YEH BABY :) ! Hehe I'm in love with them T__T" ! OMG OMG OMG <3 :D

:) Hrmms ! Yeh that's it :)

SHIRLEY (L)